you should've seen his face when sirius said I was nev's dad.
and he showed us that bracelet, and I just knew that he was a part of it. nev. and why wouldn't he be? damn straight.
when I was checking him over for what that bastard did to him
he was shaking like a leaf.
fuck.
he'd have run straight off if I
thank merlin for our kids.
for our kids at moddey.
they aren't afraid. you can just open your arms and they won't be scared if you give them a hug and no-one's ever hurt them before and no one will not on my watch. and I think about colin, and what he'd be like if he were forced into that shithole, or our danny, working like a dog in the camps instead of with us, or any one of the people we've got there, because besides you and me they'd all get an automatic ticket to slavery, and it still isn't enough.
and here I am useless as fuck needing to get pissed because I can't handle the idea of what that poor kid has to go through every goddamn day of his life, and because I know that it was my fault he's still there. my fucking fault he's there to begin with. and don't try and soften it, because that's the way it is.
when we left nev and evie behind, we left them in a safe place. with mum. and I thought that was hard.
jesus.
when are we going to stop talking and start doing shit? when are we going to take all of those motherfuckers on and face them and fight them and blast them to fucking pieces? I'm tired of hiding. I'm so goddamn tired of only saving a few and letting the rest suffer, and pretending it's okay.
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Date: 2011-07-07 03:00 am (UTC)and he showed us that bracelet, and I just knew that he was a part of it. nev. and why wouldn't he be? damn straight.
when I was checking him over for what that bastard did to him
he was shaking like a leaf.
fuck.
he'd have run straight off if I
thank merlin for our kids.
for our kids at moddey.
they aren't afraid. you can just open your arms and they won't be scared if you give them a hug and no-one's ever hurt them before and no one will not on my watch. and I think about colin, and what he'd be like if he were forced into that shithole, or our danny, working like a dog in the camps instead of with us, or any one of the people we've got there, because besides you and me they'd all get an automatic ticket to slavery, and it still isn't enough.
and here I am useless as fuck needing to get pissed because I can't handle the idea of what that poor kid has to go through every goddamn day of his life, and because I know that it was my fault he's still there. my fucking fault he's there to begin with. and don't try and soften it, because that's the way it is.
when we left nev and evie behind, we left them in a safe place. with mum. and I thought that was hard.
jesus.
when are we going to stop talking and start doing shit? when are we going to take all of those motherfuckers on and face them and fight them and blast them to fucking pieces? I'm tired of hiding. I'm so goddamn tired of only saving a few and letting the rest suffer, and pretending it's okay.
because it's not.